Knowing the world versus knowing the person

In struggling with some personal issues, a friend of mine recently sought out two teachers who are known for their spiritual teachings. When asked about the difference, she told me that one listened to her issues and responded based on his knowledge of Jewish spirituality and his personal experience. The second listened to her, and responded to her particularly. He seemed to know her instantly and was able to talk about her issues as they related to her specifically. She said that both teachers gave her good advice, but one was based on prior knowledge and experience and the other was based on his knowledge and understanding of her personal situation. The second teacher was able to connect instantly with her and seemed to just "know" her.

I really liked the distinction - knowing the world versus knowing the person. Both are important but very different.

These are the things I know to be true

There are things that I believe to be true. There are things that I want to believe are true. But there are actually very few things that I have experienced and know to be true. I think only God knows the Truth with a capital "T", as we are limited by ourselves and our small perception. These are the things I know to be true:

There is a physical world and there is a spiritual world. There is that which can be seen and touched and measured, and that which we perceive but can’t see.

Far into the spiritual world is God.

All beings in this plane have a physical body and a spiritual one. The spiritual one, which is called soul, existed before the physical and continues after. There is a world of souls that exist in the spiritual realm.

There is no past or future, there is only now.

All memories connect us to patterns that happened before, some of which are carried into the now. We carry with us patterns from our physical lineage, from the family that raised us, and from our own spiritual lineage, from our soul. Life is the repetition or breaking of those patterns.

Healing is changing those patterns.

God is the ultimate way of changing the patterns. The closer to God we get, the slower the motion of the patterns become until, in the presence of God, they stop altogether and the soul becomes pure love. When the motion resumes, the patterns are changed, the healing has begun.

When a person is healed by another, they have to be willing to surrender to God.

Much of health and illness can be understood as the struggle of the soul to be aligned with physical body. There are times when the soul lifts out of the body and illness comes, and times when the soul is in alignment with the body and health abounds.

The soul and the body are always in an uneasy dynamic relationship. Sometimes they vibrate together in harmony, and sometimes they vibrate discordantly. The pre-natal patterns of the soul are sometimes in conflict with the post-natal patterns of the body and a person’s family lineage. There are times when the two work together in perfect alignment and there is health, and there are times when the soul is distant from the body and there is illness.

Each person has a power in this world. In Jewish tradition, this is the spark of God within each person. It’s the point where the soul and the body perfectly align, and God is able to flow through the person. Though one might think the body and soul would want this to happen, it seems to be the opposite. For most people, this is a difficult place to be. The soul doesn’t seem to want to be full present in the world, and the body doesn’t want to be pulled into the spiritual world. The power is generally uncomfortable for people and it takes great practice to allow it to happen.

Four Angels with Four questions

After I recited the Shema in bed the other night, I called the four angels. They each asked me a question:

Michael asks: Angels are messengers, we bring different aspects of God into the world. What aspect of God do you bring into the world?

Gabriel asks: Where is your strength? Where and what is your power? How does it manifest? When is God most present for you?

Uriel asks: How do you see the world? What do you see when you look at it?

Rafael asks: How do you heal the world and bring God presence into the world?

Avodah Zarah

Avodah Zarah means "strange work" or "strange worship", and is usually used to mean idol worship which is expressly forbidden by Jewish law. Avodah zarah is worship of the messenger instead of the God who sends the message.

God exists. In the space between us and God, there are lots of intermediaries: angels and demons, souls and spirits.  Angels help to connect us to God. Demons try to disrupt that connection. Their are souls of tzaddikim and of our ancestors who can guide us. Who we meet in the spirit realm is largely up to us. If we do the work on ourselves, then our good deeds create angels. If we don't, we will face our own failings and fears.

There are objects in the world that have spiritual power. Tefillin are a good example. They radiate their own power and amplify our own spiritual power. They are good lenses for the transmission of God into the world.

Avodah Zarah is forgetting that God exists behind and through all of the intermediaries and worshiping the intermediaries as gods. Avodah Zarah is worshiping the messenger.

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Blood is Life

R. Yochanan teaches:

Blood is the impure part of a dead animal. The soul lives within the blood and when a being dies, their soul leaves the blood creating a spiritual void. It's a vessel with nothing inside. The shape of a being without the essence, which is called tameh, impure. Menstrual blood is also considered impure for the same reason. It is the form of life without life.

The Five Named soul

As I mentioned in my last post, I've been starting to study Hayim Vital's Shaar HaGilgulim, Gates of Reincarnation. The book explains Isaac Luria's understanding of reincarnation. This is the first in a series of posts outlining the basic concepts of reincarnation as found in this text, and I hope that it will help us to understand the spiritual growth that takes lifetimes to develop.

Vital writes that there are the five names for the soul: Nefesh, Ruah, Nishama, Haya, and Yechida. He introduces them as five aspects of a person's soul, though his language quickly shifts to discuss them as five separate souls. This reflects the paradox within much Kabbalistic thought: God is one yet we discuss the ten sephirot. The soul is one, but it can be talked about as five. My understanding is that God is so indescribably large that the sephirot represent different places where God interfaces with the world. It's like describing the ocean differently as different ports around the world. The clarity of the Mediterranean is the same ocean as the murky depths of Boston harbor, yet swimming in each is a very different experience. In the case of souls, I think it is easier to talk about them as separate souls, but with the understanding that they are really one. 


We receive them as we grow older. The first soul received is the Nefesh, which is given when we take our first breath. The second is the Ruah which enters the body at age 13. The third, the Nefesh, enters the body at around age 20. He does not specify when the last two enter the body (at least not yet). 

In order for the Ruah and Nishama to enter the body, the person needs to be worthy of them by means of good deeds and following commandments. If a person is not worthy of his next soul when the time comes, he does not receive it in this lifetime. So a person may go though this incarnation with just a Nefesh, or just a nefesh and Ruah but no Nishama. 

Each soul has a ladder of spiritual growth which allows him to receive the next soul. If a person completes, or repairs, his nefesh at a point in his lifetime at some point after his 13th year, he must wait until his next incarnation to receive his ruah. Spiritual growth, by design, takes place lifetimes. The same is true of all levels. If a person completes his ruah he needs to be reincarnated again to receive his Nishama. A person is able to climb up within his soul during his lifetime, but not into the next soul. Reincarnation is a necessary part of spiritual growth.

Each of the five names of the soul represents a different soul level that can be reached by completing and repairing each step of each soul. But to merit the next soul, a person must be reincarnated.

The Long View

I've been starting to study Shaar HaGilgulim (The gates of reincarnation) by Hayyim Vital. I'll write more later on what I'm learning from the text itself but it's made me realize that I've started to take the long view in my life. I don't know if it's related to getting older, but things don't feel as rushed as they used to. I know that I have the rest of my life to work on my spiritual development. I can have רחמים compassion with myself if it takes awhile to happen. I know that growth takes place over many lifetimes, and all that I can see now is a small piece of a much, much larger picture. I can't stop working. I have to put as much effort into my growth as possible, but it's ok if things don't always go as planned.

One of my Hevrutas overslept a few days ago and we missed our study time. At first I was a little upset and annoyed, but then I realized that we've been studying together for two years and b"t we will be studying for another many years. If we miss this week, in the scope of things, it's not such a big deal. But only as long as we're made plans for next week and the week after.

There are so many stumbling blocks that lie in the path of our growth. It's important to know when we've hit them and how to move through them. But it's important not to let the yetzer harah, the impulse to self-destruction, use those stumbling blocks as an opportunity to beat us up and stop the growth.

The long view is a great motivator. It tells us that the problems we have in this life will be repeated in the next until we've worked them through. Or, more colloquially, same shit, different lifetime. I have no desire to go through these challenges again, so I know I have to work as hard as I can to grow so I don't subject myself to them again. At the same time, there will always be another chance to face these issues again. If I don't get it right the first time, there will be infinite second chances, which is both good and bad.

There is a Talmudic story about Honi the Circler who came upon a man planting a carob tree. Honi asked the man how long the tree would take to bear fruit? The man replied 70 years. Honi asked the man, Why do you plant a tree whose fruit you will never eat? The man said that he was planting it for the next generation, just as his father and grandfather had done for him. Honi walked away, suddenly felt very tired and lay down to sleep. He awoke to see the tree was now a giant and the same man picking the fruit. He asked the man if he was the one who had planted it? The man shook his head and replied that it was planted by his grandfather. Honi realized he had slept for 70 years.

Honi saw for himself that growth takes generations and lifetimes. Small seeds we plant now may grow into giant trees later on, though we won't, in our current incarnation, see them. We have to do the work so that we continue to grow. But we have to be patient to let things grow no matter how long they take.

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